urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:penguinssanity2 Be Very Scared penguinssanity2 2006-08-30T19:22:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:penguinssanity2:1193 2006-08-30T19:22:48Z 2006-08-30T19:22:48Z Chapter Four (A7X) Hey people, yes I'm going to be gone for a few days. So don't think that I've left everyone high and dry...It's just, well, my house looks like a tornado went through it and I've finally come to the sense to clean it. <br /><br />But if I don't come back in a week, feel free to send a search party out for me^_^ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:penguinssanity2:882 2006-08-25T03:49:16Z 2006-08-25T03:49:16Z Postal Service My life has fallen back to what it once was...I think. My heart once more calls for only one person, the only person that I could ever really love, the person that I would die for, and the person that I thought had long forgotten me, Billy. I love him more and more as time passes. I know that I have wronged him, and I've beaten myself up for that many times...and yes I think I will continue that forever...<br /><br />But I think that he's given me a second chance, a chance to start over again. A chance to be the father that I should be and a chance to once more be in his life. <br /><br />I can't get over the fact about how perfect he is...And he's mine once more to hold and love. The smile won't fade...<br /><br />I love you Billy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:penguinssanity2:683 2006-08-23T21:50:55Z 2006-08-23T21:50:55Z Viva La Bands Hey ho people! Once more I have returned to bug and annoy those that I had for so long left behind. I've been half way around the world and my brain died for a moment. But now I think that I'm back for good!<br /><br />So hate me or love me, either way I'm here to stay! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:penguinssanity2:480 2006-05-13T01:52:46Z 2006-05-13T01:52:46Z Strength of the World Hey there...I never thought that I would come back to this place, after everything that has happened. I lost the man I loved to a person that was better than me, but that's all okay now. <br /><br />I know that Billy is safe with Jonne and I'm not ever going to test that again. I just hope that both Billy and Jonne can forgive me. I wasn't myself when I left Billy and when I came back that one time. I want to make mends for what I have done...and I hope that we can remain friends.<br /><br />Right now I'm in Finland visiting Billy and his family...I missed them too much, and Jess came with me. He doesn't trust me alone anymore since something that happened...<br /><br />Once more I'm back to myself and I never want to be in that whole ever again